I can’t get it all, Can’t fix every flaw, Sometimes I got to fall, Can’t win every brawl, Got to wake up in the morning, And in these thoughts rain is pouring, Fell like my life is sad and boring, While my enemies keep on scoring, (I said) I can’t get it all, Can’t fix every flaw, Sometimes I got to fall, Can’t win every brawl, Got to wake up in the morning, And in these thoughts rain is pouring, Fell like my life is sad and boring, While my enemies keep on scoring. Lately Ive been thinking everyone in my crew hate me, No disrespect but thats just how i feel G, I know that theirs a possibility that your busy, But where the fuck is indie, Where the crew energy, I count ya’ll as my secondary family, And I’ve been self doubting myself again, I guess this shit is still my trend, Thinking that my enemies are my freinds, Won’t ever learn from any lesson, I’ll be wrestling with this shit to the end, Feeling lost like kylo- ren, Feeling tense like i’m in a bull pin, And My thoughts just won’t stop talking. I feel like I’m not enough And it hit me ruff and tuff, I know I said I don’t want any fame but I still want ya’ll to like my stuff, I Know it sounds selfish But I don’t want my rep to have a scuff, But I give you free will do what you must, I can’t get it all But i can stop myself from bitting the dust, Dropping the game and let it pick up rust, Got to choke the desire for fame i so lust, Or I can quit rapping and that sounds sus, I’m Just keep myself and god the only people i trust, Fix My scars that Are filled with puss, Take my insecurity to flush, And and i’m a hold on never let go, I know it will be long But Thats just how life go, Sing my own songs fuck my haters yo, My hope is long gone But i can see the sea sho, And I’ll celebrate when I’m dead, Casue this fame will get to my head, So I’ll rap and sing to be Heard and not to be read Suffocate my desires to bed I got so much hate and anger inside, Said so many lies, put smile on look a brother in the eyes, if he only knew what lied behind, I feel like I’m not myself most of the time, But I see my true self when i spit out these rhymes, Keep y feelings bottled up made a farankinstie, And I ignored all the signs and now I whine. I wish my self away, And I,m doing this every day, Forgot who I was today, Forgot who I was yester day, Now I got my wish, And life saying you wanted this, I did not want this shit, I should have re worded it, I want to be better than me But i don’t know who that is, So many personalities like the movie split, So I use a clue when I spit find the little kid In a valley of shit, I’n a hole called the shockboi pit, Where the rhymes up lift, and somewhere i’m in it.