Lyrics I'm lying awake in my bed cuz there's a voice in my head filling me up with so much dread making me wish I was dead just so I can silence the monster try to alter my mind at the doctor but this horror grabs me by the collar and makes me falter, feeling smaller and it beats me like a boxer til I'm crawling to the altar in my mind but it gets hotter like I'm in hell without water these evil thoughts just won't stop popping shots i just can't dodge caught on the spot can't chop the knot my souls been bought so I'll drop and rot why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head the pain in my brain's driving me insane I try to maintain but its all in vain it's like a virus in its deadliest strain having total reign in my veins try to break the chains but they're too tight I tug and I pull til my hands turn white this plight it ignites some fright triggering my fight or flight but I can't compare to its might like a peasant trying to fight a knight all I can do is write some lines that I'll recite for you tonight hoping you relate to these words maybe I won't seem so disturbed I need to know I'm not alone please let me know is there still hope I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head I just might end up dead killed by the villain in my head lying awake in my bed killed by the villain in my head this is the blood I just shed killed by the villain in my head this is where I have bled killed by the villain in my head this is where I lay dead killed by the villain in my head why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy why can't anybody help me I just wanna be healthy