I've done some things im proud of and lots of things im not. not much family left so manys passed my kids are all I've got. I hate my life without them I just want to see my kids. I've changed some things about me I've changed the way I live. I want to hold u all so tight there's nothing I wouldn't give. but how can it be easy to forget but not forgive? I don't know y u hate me what could I have done for u to try to keep a loving father from his son? I've never hurt my children and never would I dare. the only thing that I did wrong was just not being there. but here I stand before u asking u once more. can I see my babies? the ones that I adore or will u keep them from me like so many times before? or will u keep em from me like so many times before?