Slowly Dying why these bitches acting so tough, like they life been rough, you might be buff, skins still soft break that layer, mums saying prayers, tears falling still no one cares, as he's walking up the stairs to heaven, since i was 7 i seen shit, I can't let go, can't let nobody know, still expressions and feelings they show, lessons are learnt as you get older, childhood burnt out from memories, meeting new people trading energies, tryna find who there for me, cuz im getting colder, not my mums not my dad, still I'm a soldier, call me the ducking rock everyday I live i get bolder, don't need no hand on my shoulder, I live alone in my head, thoughts end up killing me dead, thoughts refilling the dread, rope in my shed, pills by the bed, od on some medication, rap is my only dedication, family hearing my sound on every radio station, let's see if they still be hating, need to put my mind on vacation, smoking a spliff waiting my turn in da rotation, wiped out on the bud, think I fell in love wit the drugs, slice open my veins, blood giving my skin a hug, leaving stains on da rug, everybody thinking am a thug, saying that im someone's plug, my lifes a mess at the moment, no physical energy is my opponent, jus the fact that I'm seen as rodent, sometimes I doubt myself too much, numb to the core can't feel anymore, losing myself ain't me without my touch, nah I ain't me without my touch I'm Slowly Dying, im done with trying, I'm slowly Dying, no ones replying, I'm slowly Dying, no tears for crying, I'm slowly Dying, soon ill be flying, I'm slowly Dying, I'm slowly Dying I'm slowly Dying, I'm slowly Dying I'm slowly Dying, I'm slowly Dying