In care

37 Plays

10 Feb 2021

Look I know I messed up, We argued and fought, The question I want to know is do you really love me, Do you really care, Or did you just want me out of your hair. The day I was put into care I was heartbroken. Shipped off to Lincoln, I cried so bad, When I went to bed I thought I’m better off dead, didn’t see you for weeks You say your my mum and dad and you will look after me, My feelings about being care you don’t even know properly I have changed, it seems every time you see me you don’t know me I ain’t a kid anymore I’m 15 Stop treating my like a child Let me grow up, Talking about stuff I liked as a kid, like I give a fuck. I thought I was tough but I’m not. You gave up on me so you put me into care. Don’t you feel guilty, don’t you feel despair. I want to go home, I feel all on my own. Mum and dad you are meant to be there for me, Instead you did the opposite, It’s really shit, You made me think am I really crazy, When I pulled that knife, I wasn’t going to take anyone’s life, Yes I’m settled now but I still feel on a knives edge, Why don’t you tell me what you want, can I come home. It’s too late there’s nothing I can do, You’ve made up your mind,

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4 years ago

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4 years ago

nice

4 years ago

Look I know I messed up, We argued and fought, The question I want to know is do you really love me, Do you really care, Or did you just want me out of your hair. The day I was put into care I was heartbroken. Shipped off to Lincoln, I cried so bad, When I went to bed I thought I’m better off dead, didn’t see you for weeks You say your my mum and dad and you will look after me, My feelings about being care you don’t even know properly I have changed, it seems every time you see me you don’t know me I ain’t a kid anymore I’m 15 Stop treating my like a child Let me grow up, Talking about stuff I liked as a kid, like I give a fuck. I thought I was tough but I’m not. You gave up on me so you put me into care. Don’t you feel guilty, don’t you feel despair. I want to go home, I feel all on my own. Mum and dad you are meant to be there for me, Instead you did the opposite, It’s really shit, You made me think am I really crazy, When I pulled that knife, I wasn’t going to take anyone’s life, Yes I’m settled now but I still feel on a knives edge, Why don’t you tell me what you want, can I come home. It’s too late there’s nothing I can do, You’ve made up your mind,

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