death is so unheard of niggas is going to talk about death well then let's talk about murder yeah that's what you heard of and you heard that we ain't got no feeling s or nerves weekly my heart is broke weekly my heart is broke I can't breathe I can't sleep no more feels like Satan got a grip over on my throat over and over again over and over again over and over again not that I wouldn't spend the bend not that that I wasn't trying to treat you like my brother or my next to Kin why you broke up means to get the green you already know that I wanted you on my f****** team you was my brother broke my heart supposed to have my back in the streets but you left me in the dark in the studio pushing buttons trying to find my spot intuition an the industry ain't no friend of me only friend too me is my percs Lean and hennessey and breaking all the promises u ever had made accomplishment I ever made I've been clean with my own mess in this life that I'm living I don't need no maid I'm going to lay in the bed I made I'm going to go ahead and get this money gritting every single day I ain't never stopped until I'm getting every single f****** dollar that comes my way these b****** seem to break my heart and fade away plenty of the b****** want to take every single dollar that I made I can see the hate envy in your eyes I can't relate I only want to see individuals prosper I don't never want to hear nothing about a n***** being a follower we all got them leaders in our own eyes just put your mind just put your mind on the paper I don't want to hear not a hater haters are my motivators and I love my traps too and I love my strap too white boy with neck tattoos with my 23 geezy thats holding 32 I'm going to bust on any other individual that strays away from loyalty and trust plenty times that I lost my closest friends to the game best of friends that I know that got hit with flames I considered them more gang you know that I can't change I'mma always stand ten toes down in the hail sleet or rain i cant never change im escaping this mental prison and finding a way out my brain ever since i broke down crying and finally prayed and asked almighty to forgive me and come into my heart and make a change in paradise i see my self in this worlds final days famine and disease has already made a way dont think that the bible is a lie cause in revaltions it told us too expect these days let the corrupt have this world it has done crumbled and fell apart anyway and for my kids i know this dont nake sense now but it will one day daddy sorry for the acts of violence and the fact that i affiliate with gangs demons wont take us just do as i say one piece of advice i can give you that isnt negative is that when you wake up in the morning everyday just take a couple seconds out of your day or if you ever feel like you cant push through the obstacles in your way just say god will save me once you except almightt into your heart he will always show you the love you deserve and never leave daddy sorry hopefully i make it out of these streets daddy is sorry but my words arent enough compared to the dad I want to be it breaks myv heart its hard to sleep but my faith grows stronger everyday and im learning to cope with this pain one day we will be a family again i just hope its before you forget me and i fade away but i wont let that happen cause the lord has a path for me with golden bricks to pave the way this a letter too you son maybe one day i can teach you how to pray never give up on me i know that you want kne day i will find my way back home and put this bottle down because the streets arent what i want i love you son