I can't be the only one who's lonley tonight... I can't be the only.... Don't hate me I'm so fucking gone.... Next time I'm going to stay asleep pray to God my soul to keep... Do re mi I'm so f****** over this love love lost no love found it's like I'm hell bound what the hell am I supposed to do when I'm dying and I'm falling down I'm trying to grab myself up but I fall farther now my arms get cut off it's like I'm a doll I got a f****** sew them on keep going until they tare again and then I keep going until they're f****** gone.... and then, my legs are barely f****** on, like b**** said this one day you'll just be dead because your choices the worst I've ever seen, than you need to grow up don't give a f*** if you throw up don't give a f*** if you're sick don't give a f*** if you're going to die s*** learn the f****** live your life at the price that's right. don't I ever estimate your s*** otherwise you're going to lie to die I don't lie anymore that's one thing that I came to life once I die everyone will be able to see my life I've literally written everything down every thought every sound every profound bad thing that's happened to me there's even videos over 500 hours it shows my whole life even the dark side and everything so when I die they will be released to the public for all eyes to see just remember what I did was good at one point I did the best I could and then I lost everything that was the end of my life my soul was gone the girl I loved is gone everybody knows her but they don't cuz I don't talk about it I try not to at least if I've told you about her you must be special to me because I'm losing myself in my own f****** hell I'm stuck in the shelf can't climb down myself I need some f****** help but else the only people that offer help are the ones that either want some dope or the people that love me and want me to go to rehab or some s*** when I'm trying to get clean and already have no problems just kidding I've got more problems and you've got f****** dollars and I'm talking to you ... tells you the reason I f****** wrote this s*** just to prove to myself that I can do it too because I need an outlet too, just like you, I'm like 5% left before I die too if this helps me stress my emotions and kills the depression kills everything that's killing me inside of the depression I don't know how to express it anyway else it sounds much better than when I write it like this but sounds even better when I rap it like this, so that's why I'm doing it like this bro my life is like a ball fist bro. How am I ever supposed to be 😊 when my balls are tiedtogether then you f****** slap them against the wall that's like what's happening to me right now everyone I loved it's down they're gone they f****** fall or they're dead or they f****** overdose or they're just giving up they don't give a f*** they're all liars they just wanted to use me when I had enough then now that I need help who's around no one f*** them all I'm going to leave everybody here behind me and forget them all because I've got plans and I'm packing up my s*** as I write this song so listen real close if you get a ride in wrong I've done more right than wrong I messed up a few times and done some wrong things but I I try and rewrite my wrongs whether it's in this song or to tell people how I feel since they don't listen to me when I talk because I they always say what the f***** your problem what do we need to do to help you you're a druggie and you're going to die..... I'm not trying to get famous for nothing I just need something to do that can help me deal with this emotions I don't have anybody by my side like everyone else does it makes me cry because, i don't know if I'll ever trust anyone ever I don't trust my family even though they say they love me forever but they abandoned me when I needed them the most so what the f*** is the point of listening to what they say right now they want me to go to rehab and they promise me that I'll have a house and all this s*** have a job have a company I don't believe it I won't believe it until I see it the fact that I've been clean and they won't work I'm done working here I'm done f****** dealing with this s*** I'm moving my life somewhere else there's no one here that gives a s*** anyway I'm going to make a few thousand bucks and be gone and I don't lie so this is the truth this is what I'm going to try to do I don't give a f*** if you support me and that's you Mom and Dad but you lying to Addie that's just f****** sad telling her I'm ruining the family when dad's the one that's drinking and lying and talking s*** about me you act like I'm a f****** perfect person or I should be well here... I've been trying to be f****** perfect for you but I've got broken legs and you know it... and I'm still walking it hurts though even though you don't give a f*** about my pain I still walk through the f****** s*** deal with it I cry all day because of the pain I wish I had everything I lost..