I don't want to fall asleep I don't want my life to end I bin looking hella close  my life is full of fucking pain but what can I do ain't shit  going to change I'm stuck in my room got me going insane got me feeling like I don't want to wake up the next day every single day my color is gray people say hey and I look away its hord who ichose to call my friend. I say this from experience I made a lot of fucking lames people that try to give me there shame I wake up everyday thinking it's a shity day but what can I do I can't just change my ways I've been drinking hella licker trying to numb my fucking pain