tHe dEvil you caLL friend

im still waiting to shine, sit all day at mine, never wanna go all out an waste anymore time, seen the mountains i have to climb. but this box of tools wont help and thats fine. started to take a dig at the bottem thats right, should have started and stopped climbing that night, have another take or break moment in time or do i wait in the night sky for the stars to align, someone or something just gimme a sign. gimme that feeling i need some hope, lost in the well i need some rope. ima reach out a hand out but. nope, nothing left, just choke. so ive turned my back on the world, just care about about my self, i know im not fitting in, so middle fingers up swiveling, out on my own back no mingling, i need my mind to be free so no limiting i cant keep up, all these days are blending. which way am i heading. every day something new is trending. hot on the topic spending, forever never ending. fresh gear got you feeling like your ascending. but like sheep your just in a mind bend. so im making the deal with the devil you call friend.