One Love One Life

3 years ago

so your question is why well my answer is by let me tell ya it ain't worth my time it ain't worth a headache I put my hands down serve ya plate n and hate if u ain't gonna ride ima let this feeling die na nigga I ain't about to cry if u was mine there would be no trust issues love is a feeling so strong u n I know we cant explain what we feel deep down inside nigga u ain't by my side manny times u fucked with my head latter I let u lay up in my bed its hard to forget the words u said now I walk with low self esteem sadness in my eyes now I realize I should of nown better but I'm the one to blame your Sluttay fame brought me all this pain im going Insain I just can't explain all straight in my brain completely drained feeling week I can barely speak I easily get angry heated by any type of noise I wish could scream till my lungs claps all these memories omg im gasping for air sharp chest pain pressure the feeling so heavy im more then ready just remember can't save whats in a grave I have very little to give with no money im invisible to u n manny if u put yo hand In mine the sun will shine battle side by side i fear no demon I defet my own shDow only a strong wize mined like mine can survive sacrifice live n make it out the struggles what goes up comes down with no hate in me mf that try brakinv me ain't making me I am who I am I know why im still feeling week I gotta make it through this storm momma prays for me every day n night tells u I ant living right its a battle with in murder me let me take my last breath before death watch me instantly die n lay me down put me deep in da dirt I rather rest internal sleep come for me its worse feeling thirst put me under I rather not see my babies go through hunger God punish me I failed as a mother living in the gutter stuck in the mudd like quick sand I look up whish I could fly high into the sky fall to my knees god plz help me n my family pull through before standing next to u build me up with strength heal this pin in my bones build me like a ston don't let envy evil devils get to me swerv out my lane don't let everything I've done to survive be in vain let my name gain all good while I'm living let me pass on n let history carry me on as a legend in history more fame im at war with all evildevils land of inchantment u can't deprived me yea my reach successfully on its way to victory I finally realized opened my eyes couldn't believe what was in front of me family was the enemy hard part was letting go for them I did the most now im nothing but a goest each to there own now its behind me I was chose to be the hoste now listen up close this is my life n how I live it shouldn't matter to u there won't be any of u coming in n out of my life out the blue best belive I know I ain't the badest I bleed just like u revenge will never convince me to cut u with the same you've done to me I clearly see how everything unfolds itself falling in place I play no games interducing u the pledge carma will walk u through u get what u plant you've made it a lil harde for me to grow can't kill my dreams some time they freeze but in a snap I come back eye to eye with my rivales first to blink will lose they attack I fight back erelavent mf losing balance stumble mumble I crumble rubble steal skin diving in queen Medusa has your mental fluddingg drowning in delusional episodes tuff luck hypnosis proposes dose after dose no intidose its a catastrafy reload haha u week speak when yall tweek peek a boo look what goes around co.es back around its gonna end up behind u hit u in the ass so hard u gonna see stars u fucking retard ima step back take a seat sip on a cold glass. of hypnotic watch yall pile up like wild sardeens toxic oder negative idiotic behavior im clever I take control of lever life was only given to borrow death can even be tomorrow im at peace no worry clean consens I've done no wrong to any of u baby boo I wanna be next to u but u chasing the push in n out of any puss I call it quits