what's love really? over rated, under rated , saturated, exaggerated emotion, a euphoric state feeling like you sedated, in a emotion, a mere figment of our imagination given great admiration from one, but not the other, falling off the wagon, waiting and praying that one day it will just all of sudden. just change and be back like when you first got together, like some type of magic trick . never happens like that , no rabbit coming out the hat either, its just an illusion that makes ur brain act that way to comfort your poor hurt delicate soul. if a motherfucker , don't change the first time they never will , until it too.late.to go back, and makes them stop and think and say wait, come back I can really change babe, by that time, you have another on your mind, now who the one hurtin , its a vicious cycle, to me it really doesn't matter anymore cuz I'm done with this love thing, I realized it ain't for me, it's never gonna be cracked up to what I want it to be. maybe my expectations are too high , Maybe I just wasn't meant for any guy , Maybe I'm just to broken, with no sign of hope dead on arrival get back at the rival that fucked it all up all the years I wasted on a pos , that was not worth my time , nor my tears, my heart which was ripped out my body, no anesthesia , no prior warning , should of seen it coming , got blindsided by the devil, by his love that was all fucked up and screwed but to me it was all too real and beautiful, living a lie, all my.life fuck that shit I despise got get back on my high horse, and take back my course, Out da door to never come back back anymore!