Im fighting the addiction every day I keep thinking one more line then im okay It consumes me like a bottle of rage i down it i can feel it in my veins One day my death will be on the front page Its probably gonna be from misplaced hate I have a lot of people praying on my grave Just cuz they dont understand my ways I'm still searching for a purpose to stay I still have the days where I pray It seems like my future is crumbling away My dreams used to be made of clay I'd mold them and see them take shape Now honestly reality is settling in It really feels like I'll never find my way Is it really worth seeing another day Should I take another hit and get faded Forget the reality I'm facing turn away It feels like i forgot where I came from Escaping all my problems im on the run Theyre really tryna hit me with a stun gun See me shocked they tryna commit redrum This is all eating at me like bedbugs i cant escape the feeling of disgust I cant even sleep without the nightmares coming up Theres so much on my mind I cant discuss And so much trust that im begging for I just need one last chance to soar Maybe one day Ill be knocking at heavens door But right now it feels like Im at Satan's floor Im trying to rise tonight to build my lore I hope good things are finally in store That my life will make sense once more Right now its like Im fighting for light Just one more pill and im alright Maybe ill get so high i might die It makes me see things in a new light << Cuz right now im going down a slippery slope Why dont you take my hand and we can elope We can take another hit lemme reload the bowl Lets get high out of our skulls as per usual Cuz neither of us wanna face a world this cold Morphine and Molly theyre numbing my soul My sole purpose is to live for another bag of blow I know because of it i hurt those i kept close Promise to quit then switch behind closed doors All this was really just meant to fill up a hole An emptiness in my chest man i feel so alone And how dare you judge me cuz you dont know Addiction is an affliction but you make it a joke My demons shut up for a second when its in my nose Now i just wait patiently for the curtains to close #rapoholicrecords #RLR #ace #deep #slow #addiction #drugs #struggles #rapfame #hiphop #rap #featured #bars #LTRECORDS #LIGHTSMUSIC #paradoxrecords #LOCOENT #allthehashtagsagain #whysomanyhashtags #rapoholicordie @moderator_en (I did not make the cover art)