Erica.LadyLocs.
Erica.LadyLocs.

I apologize

I apologize

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02 Feb 2021

Dedicated to RANDY,,!!' I remember the first day I met you !! I felt shy,,, YOU MADE ,YOU MADE,FEEL SO ,wanted AND loved ,AND , TRUN MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN . NOW I'm SEEMS everything.is much better ,I didn't hang my hand down , you picked it up and shine, ligth , in my dark world , and , put happiness in my life and , I felt love and real , trust ,instead of lust ,that was all the others , gave me ,never ,felt real love from ,some one so , full of life and , wise .. I see as my me to be my , Garden Angels ,, my Disneyfrom, god ,he knew ,what he , planed in our lives , because,your so . amazing, I want to say I'm sorry. I just know that you always be in my Heart,Hope we never be apart ,I loose ,my heart be apart I'll never lose you,,,, your. my favorite person I know I drive you crazy.. It makes sense to see how love makes me feel,, I wish I could take it things that that ,did Sadie ,my mistakes .. , the way I made it between you and I yeah I hang my head and cry ,,from ,what's , ruin , now I just feel empty and lost ,,, the things that I took ,our relationship,, into the ,file ,path .all because me ,being ,on my feelings ,baby ,its not the same and I am shame, and take the ,,,blame I feel alone even though we're in the same room ,not communicateing I pray for just one day and all these things I hold inside just go away,, I cry ,, now I just wanted to see if I can make it Rigth ,, figth for your love I pushed away , over the bad thoughts in my heart and head ,, here by myself. with , pain feeling in shame, i have nothing but regrets.now ,as I wrip the ,tears of , , pain I am the blame for my because of the mental issue problems I'm dealing with my I am dealing with mental problems and my childhood mean to blame you free one never meant to cause you pain Never said where I belong felt alone and , never had ,no one to see me for who I am ,or , I am no matter what autism and other things , just wanted to be loved, and being I belong to someone .,,,, or experience how ,real men love for me give you.. from today.I'm bless and greatful!!

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Dedicated to RANDY,,!!' I remember the first day I met you !! I felt shy,,, YOU MADE ,YOU MADE,FEEL SO ,wanted AND loved ,AND , TRUN MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN . NOW I'm SEEMS everything.is much better ,I didn't hang my hand down , you picked it up and shine, ligth , in my dark world , and , put happiness in my life and , I felt love and real , trust ,instead of lust ,that was all the others , gave me ,never ,felt real love from ,some one so , full of life and , wise .. I see as my me to be my , Garden Angels ,, my Disneyfrom, god ,he knew ,what he , planed in our lives , because,your so . amazing, I want to say I'm sorry. I just know that you always be in my Heart,Hope we never be apart ,I loose ,my heart be apart I'll never lose you,,,, your. my favorite person I know I drive you crazy.. It makes sense to see how love makes me feel,, I wish I could take it things that that ,did Sadie ,my mistakes .. , the way I made it between you and I yeah I hang my head and cry ,,from ,what's , ruin , now I just feel empty and lost ,,, the things that I took ,our relationship,, into the ,file ,path .all because me ,being ,on my feelings ,baby ,its not the same and I am shame, and take the ,,,blame I feel alone even though we're in the same room ,not communicateing I pray for just one day and all these things I hold inside just go away,, I cry ,, now I just wanted to see if I can make it Rigth ,, figth for your love I pushed away , over the bad thoughts in my heart and head ,, here by myself. with , pain feeling in shame, i have nothing but regrets.now ,as I wrip the ,tears of , , pain I am the blame for my because of the mental issue problems I'm dealing with my I am dealing with mental problems and my childhood mean to blame you free one never meant to cause you pain Never said where I belong felt alone and , never had ,no one to see me for who I am ,or , I am no matter what autism and other things , just wanted to be loved, and being I belong to someone .,,,, or experience how ,real men love for me give you.. from today.I'm bless and greatful!!

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