I'm so fucking full of so much rage from my child hood and the people who hurt and diss me that my heart doesn't even know how to make amends anymore so I hit my knees and asked god to please take some of this rage and pain from me before I end up with more bodies and nightmares that haunt me I'm always waking up in night sweats from the DEMONS that already haunt me now I'm trying to be a better man and change all this hate and rage I have built up inside of me and Turn this shit into love the whole world can see but these demons just don't want me to so I'm praying daily asking god to change me and every fucking time I take a look into my childhood it takes me back to that place I never wanted to be so god said son make amends and turn your life to me and I will find a way to change you so I did what god said and he changed me.