Dear Stephanie oh baby, whats happening i know i hurt you going back but then we peeked several ways to reconnect see baby certain issues always seem to deflect an it wrecks me when you say it all depends to mend your broken emotions im not sure what you need right now so check yo you gots ta clear your head (yea) cos dem feelings can bounce around especially them darker days when your feeling misunderstood an then gettin pushed down so sometimes when i open my mouth its fucked up cos ive really lost my words now should i be steppin the fuck down cos yo like every sound i make is coming off as mad annoying now destroying whatever crown we shared fuck all those moments when you began to pack and i couldnt help but get stuck an stare if you could see the amount that i actually cared but instead it seems like i completely embarrass you consciously though i dunno its crazy cos yo you know id never dare an fuck no yo you know im mos def not enjoying this an my defensive side i cant deploy against shit the greatest gift that ive ever been blessed with unless this shit is here is more like a mirage so i guess its just a moment but now im in focus is this just you disowning me or is this the point where you take pride an dethrone me leave me alone to be free or so you think cos being free from you is more like being trapped in my own zone of loneliness left with hopelessness cope with shit no one noticed me slip bullshit im so fuckin foolish somehow i lost respect for the rules an said i cant accept this to be the fuckin end my girl id accept it if you choose to suspend it shit depends cos they say time mends and then it heals quick and guaranteed time reveals and it even puts an end to whats real lies would steal the trust id originally earnt concerned your feelings became so fuckin burnt so you had to deny any legitimate chance for me to be believed or even heard your hurting is still bein returned like a bus must hit this u turn at the extent of every word left an whats up with gettin me heard for less youd learn that there were reasons i was once an habitiual little liar and your the first and only woman i could finally not have to have a verbal barrier i shouldve married ya never shouldve battled ya i know girl i rattled ya carried you through the ring of beautiful flowers that froze up n got sour every petal yo it gets to me says to me why didnt i chase my every fuckin taste an shake myself up long before it began to break why did it take up her pride n ego and all her strength merged with her character no amateurs an nothing fake a massacre as you became a passenger of hate baby your used to being fed up because of the burden from keeping my head up like some lighter might burn em why dont ya take a break instead of us breaking up i made a fuckin mess of what you once loved my insecurities returned and really fucked me up now though you know enoughs enough i never once felt love like this before its hectic an hardcore but it better fuckin last for more days no more pain honestly i thought we were both on the same page there wasnt anything more you couldve done but stay do you still feel the love do you still have the love do you still want the love from me i remember what you said about working things out no matter how hard it got but the whole idea of us would be dropped if i crossed that line an bed hopped things seem to change ive noticed so i feel so hopeless relying on your word or is it like some negative curse and even though were always learning everyday we getting closer its the little fuck ups ive made that have left you questioning its the depth we reached like the deepest youve mentioned shit the words youve written to me and the moments weve shared i promised you no matter what id have your back despite any chamge or mistake any mood or type of attitude im back its a fact true