I sit back reminisce back to when I was a kid shit how time flys a lot things change a lot of people died some times I wipe tears from my eyes and some times I light up the swisher and I get so high that I fill I can Touch the sky so much pain n hurt so I roll threw the field trying get some peace of mind I ain’t driving no Benz but my buckets ight the place I grew up when I die drive me threw btown like they did big up in NY I’ve done so much dirt I hope god can forgive me for not being there on Sunday in church I gave my grandma and my mama so much drama I wanna blow up and make millions so I can fly y’all out to da Bahamas eating steak and lobster like it was Burger King or mc Donald’s I’m so sorry for the grief I gave you i was so confused and full of angry life goes on then I meet a girl I was in a another world making love on different planets couldn’t eat or sleep her kisses was so orgasmic just the sight of her made a g panic someone give me a Xanax 8 yrs still in love started at 14 yrs ol but now we grown up been threw hella ups in downs but who doesn’t my love my world was dark until you showed me that pregnancy test it seemed like my cold heart was filling warmth in my chest I felt lifted like I was on the moon stomach full butterflies a tear shed and soft I love you 9 months later our lil one left out your womb the world it’s my babygirl but thats about it I thank god for my life and the air I breathe I hope my loved ones homies watch over us and greet us at those pearly gates so I’ll be good down here as I wait to see all my peoples face one day