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I feel so cold and empty inside I keep waking up.from nightmares about you late at night the feeling of loneliness is tearing meapart from the inside out, all this will end me without a doubt. As I lay awake all night in bed, with thoughts of you and me, running endlessly through my head, your ocean like eyes they draw me in they hypnotize, just thinking about the day you said your goodbyes makes my heart grow cold and die I feel So Cold and empty inside all these emotions I just cant hide as I hang my head and cry will I choose life or will I choose suicide I miss waking up to your beautiful face everyday, you made smile and love you in everyway, in those days you would look at me with nothing but love in those blue eyes, it almost cost me my life to finally realize that your love was just a lie to this day it still makes me cry it took me awhile to realize it's not all my fault we are not together, its killing me cuz I thought we would always be forever, big house big fence on a hundred acres, no one near us no higways no neigbors, these hopes and dreams I want to keep, especially the ones that involved the sound of the pitter patter of little feet, I feel So Cold and empty inside all these emotions I just cant hide as I hang my head and cry will I choose life or will I choose suicide Everyday without you leaves me missing you, it feels like ive lost my better half you have no clue, I never left you when you needed me, I was right by your side where im supposed to be, I miss you and love you so much why cant you see, theres nothing we couldnt accomplish together, no mountain too tall, long roads ahead wont matter, anything gets in our way we go thru it, smiling and laughing all the way like the madhatter, I feel So Cold and empty inside all these emotions I just cant hide as I hang my head and cry will I choose life or will I choose suicide up until a month ago theres nothing I wouldnt have done to get you back, anger management, talk a shrink, go to A.A. And hang up my drinking towel on the rack, I admit my faults and take responsibility for the way I act, im thinking clearer than ever back on the right track, im not the same man I was before, I will support and lift up when you need me, not leave you layin on the floor,i know these are only words to you, please dont judge me so soon, let my actions be your proof, listen to my words of truth, how much more do I have to prove, matter of fact since you been gone my life has improved , all your toxicity has been removed sometimes I have dreams that I'm standing on a trapdoor with a noose on my neck while your the one laughing pulling the lever, fuck that shit bitch I dont ever want you back not now not ever so this is where I say my final goodbye I have finally realized I'm better off without all your bullshit lies , still it's a shame, we gone thru so much pain, now theres nothing n noone left to blame I feel So Cold and empty inside all these emotions I just cant hide as I hang my head and cry will I choose life or will I choose suicide
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