There's a part of me That's always unhappy  Suicide on my mind I know it hurts but I climb through I'm damaged and the pain is plenty I'll find a way I'll find a way to carry through I always do And my father up above  Will forgive me You feel me I know It won't be easy we'll see Just wanted to be heard But no one wants to listen  Eyesight must be blurred A very vivid vision You would be my life And not just a collision Instead were separated  A line like we're division I know it wasn't easy But did you have to leave  I know we had our problems  To this I must agree But girl you left me broken  And lying in the street Your words remain unspoken  And I remain deceased My face  Shrouded by darkness Hides my true expression It covers my depression I'm too afraid These nightmares Dont fight fair Its morning already? I wanna die thoughts in my mind are many Mask fading Im tired of this old me masquerading I step onto the stage the lights beam the crowd screams But It's only just a dream I was on the climb But you were in retreat My flag was flying high While yours waved in defeat You don't know what it's like When you feel abandoned Its like breathing with a spike In your lower abdomen I guess that it's ok Just thought that you were different  Guess now I know my place Now I can make a difference And you can still be fake And add to your collection Of hearts you go and break At your own discretion I don't know where to start Don't know where I belong But my dreams... are my dreams So I move right along I want to change the world  One day at a time So people who,           like me can see They will turn out all right Its hard I know its hard but you have to move forward you have to try you have to keep going every breath in your life is a blessing and God's watching its stressing but You're not alone there's a lot to life and this I know Your heart beats it can't breatheeee its testing Their will be days where the smile on your face is fake just keep going straight just keep having faaaaith you will be great help others on the way and I promise things get easy its not a mistake I promise You will find a way