once apon a time my love for you was. forever now im sitten on this bed with u not next to me i cant believe u tried to take my life from me. was it really about to be a murder seen from a&e i trusted u with everything. did u really love me or did you pretend for u kaleb i would of done anything jan 22 3 am will never leave my memory. i woke up to u pacen next to me i thought what the fuck this aint the man that u use to be went to turn the light off you yelled at me i got up didnt know u had a knife in your hand. gloves on to i didnt understand u loved me so much was that really ur plan. how could u put me on the bed and not let me move scared to death i did what u said. 6 years together and it comes to this. last night u said to death do us part.no kaleb i said with tears rolling down my face screaming real loud the nebiours didnt here me lock on the door could they get in if any one came for me u knocked me on the floor screamed im gone show u i aint. playing and u stabbed me in the arm how could u love me and do me harm. for some goddly reason u gave me the phone to call the people that was chasen u and to leave u alone or u was gone kill me . ...kaleb. did u really think i. was against u what the fuck i would never do that to i started calling ppl and act like they was the killer couldnt call 911they anounce they self when u call. i called every one finally my ray answered my boss I 8 screamed in the phone leave kaleb alone or he will kill me if u dont ray hung up and u made me call back about that the 4th time. u said. i am about to die. life flashed before me crazy ass shit i begged u to let me. smoke a cigarette u gave in and let. me do that. then i heard a knock on the door ray came through. the cops was here we was by the bath room. when u didnt answer they kicked the door when they did ....that u stabbed me in the head i fought for my life.... i couldnt believe u stabbed me with a knife i married u i was ur wife. i tried to run in the bathroom to keep u out it didnt work. ..with the monster ass streth u fucken had. damn my. hart. hurts.so bad u stabbed me again 2 stabbes to the head i thought forsure the cops wasnt gettin in. im so fucken tramatized u dont understand i almost died at the hands of a. man. all of a sudden u raised ur hand i screamed so loud the fourth kick. the door came. down tasers shot u and u hit the ground ray came in and got me out blood on my head. running down my face oh my god it could of been my judgment day i cant beieve it its like the memory of u i need to put it to rest kaleb i was ur wife i did my best gave u my love u had my heart i cant explain how i feel jeus i need u take the wheel the road done changed to a diffrent rout the life with u is over now. cant go to work cause my hand is broke and working at subway u need them both u really. fucked me up im gonna make it.. u and ur gonna be in there had to get this off my chest good bye kaleb i dont know what eles to say ur the reason im haven all these feelings so emotional ur never get. the chance to see me again ill be out while ur in prison