Taking these pills im falling asleep Pain in my chest gettin harder to breathe Smoke up in my eyes gettin harder to see Coughing from this gas getting harder to breathe So many drugs i dont know whats real Percs wit the addys cant move im still Cant move off the drugs but im talkin in my sleep I don't wanna lose you but I feel you slipping away If you not by my side I don't wanna live thru today Cause I cant stand the thought of me living life without you Sometimes I wish I was buried in that ground wit you Our connection is more than us talking face to face I miss you so bad your someone I can never replace Turn to the drugs cause no one can understand my pain I just roll me a wood and smoke my mary jane Hitting drags on my blunt I let the gas fill up my lungs Popping so many bars it became a new part of us My life has been full of pills bottles and double cups Mix in sum heartbreak cause that's what relationships made of Don't wanna take another chance I can't take anymore love One day it's there next it's not and it's so fucking bad when they leave I feel so empty I been smoking so much I can feel my lungs bleed Been beating myself up over the past and now I feel numb Always feening for narcos where you think I get my name from I'ma keep popping them until I learn how to feel sum I hate it so much might as well rip my heart out when you go I'll never really see you again I know you seen that light glow I still have conversations with your angel on the daily Everytime I see you I can feel my hands getting shaky I feel guilty for what happened I'm always gon fucking hate me Taking these pills im falling asleep Pain in my chest gettin harder to breathe Smoke up in my eyes gettin harder to see Coughing from this gas getting harder to breathe So many drugs i dont know whats real Percs wit the addys cant move im still Cant move off the drugs but im talkin in my sleep