staying up all night now I cannot sleep gotta dump my brain it's getting outta reach. too many images n I don't know what to pick too many expectations now I gotta make it quick I gotta make it quick if I wanna live u better leave no stain ya u better leave can u give a chance I just want to find myself I am so lost fells like m traumatize by ur spells can leave me alone I don't even know me yet made too many mistakes but I know inever regret cock my drinks with problem damn its good feels like every sip I sip in is healing vme I wish it could. now I can't handle myself ya I don't know who to blame..(who to blame) m trying so hard to change but these thrust would keep me the same .(same). people do that shit for fun but I do to shut my brain (brain) ...he never settle down he come with different plan. (different plan) they never believe ya they've never been me(me) . everybody go thru their own shit.. why don't u just let it be(let it be) u can say wat u want damn I ain't giving no shit (no shit) I just be chilling sipping my shit. . but its not that easy to keep up with the pace never seen love I am running like I ve been chase so confused just running round the circle give me some time you'll see I'm purple I am loyal and I can be silent Too this thoughts killing me it's nothing new