Vicki Sentz

3 years ago

thanks I would love to take all the credit but this actually came to me after me and a friend where listening to a song by TOOL called 46/2 and we where talking about my mental illness and I decided to put it down on paper and my friend said this could make a perfect song I've never raped before always but I think I'm going to give it a try

SollyJ

3 years ago

great story telling! 7/10 for me! it bumps!

Vicki Sentz

3 years ago

I'm a paranoid schizophrenic an my anxiety is kicking in I also have PTSD and my walls are closing in i start crawling on my belly people are out to get me I know it's just the paranoid delusions my mind is cracking in I'm tired of these paranoid delusions and all these feelings coming back again cuz my shadow is the only one that stands beside me by shadow it's the only one that will never leave me see my shadow it's the only one I trust cuz I can't even trust me cuz this schizophrenic shitt so sometimes I don't even know what motherfuking mind I'm in do I even know who I am cuz there is a wall that's behind me and I see you once again should I look in the mirror just to find out who I am these feelings are coming back again these paranoid delusions let me Captain to my own skin let me be the Captain of my own emotions can I even trust my own feelings oh why am I just trippin again or are they just the shadow monsters Come Back again or I am I just going crazy and don't realize there my only friends or is there ever going to be anyone in this world that will ever understand me no body ever understand where I've been besides my shadow my Shadows the only one that understands me and my Shadows the only one that gets me the only one that knows where I've been