idk whats happening everything around me saddening feels like my lifes is actually ending feels like my stomach is always bending feels like im alone with a hiuse full of people feels like im walking on top of needles feels like i can only be happy doing evil god has me looking at my demons when i go sleep at night something i just wanna be like an eagle and disappear into the night this much pain must be legal you give power to human actually more lethal i wanna be a lion not a beetle i just wanna go outside and FUCKING smile for once but this world got me feeling tough acouple bumps around my life now im feeling ruff asking myself am i tought enough all i gotta move on but i can't cuh life is fucking wild u here one day then everything u see is fire some ppl have chance to live hapoy and retire those ppl i admire where im from the gates of hell where u can scream and cry and noone hears u yell where judgment day is the only bell thst rings wheres money u chisee on earth now a evil goat is ur king thru all smoke we used this one life as a joke now the world and the system is broken where everything is a flag and a slogan wheres u loose ur job for being out spoken where onky half of the world is woken where u kill someone for a paper or a token im moving a different motion ima walk on top of the ocean life saw my hard eork and gave me a promotion and these doors im ready to open im here and they nit because i been choosen