I wanna hang from a noose My cousin's dog is big so I call her a moose Instead of bein on a train I ride a caboose I wan a happy life it depends on wut I choose Hang myself upside down I'm always sad so I'm wearin a frown I'm all the way at the top now I gotta crown I'm already depressed so y me now Im sittin here cryin in my bed I can't sleep but I'm restin my head I go to school I write my songs wit lead I cry my eyes I out I said Y am write songs when I'm alive I can't no more when I die I love writin songs I can't lie I'm bringin back the old rap after it died There songs told a story just like mine Ppl ask me how I'm doing I always say that I'm fine I played football I was throwin some dimes Roll the dice of life I get all nines When I said it's done mam I wish it was true I tried to change my life just for u I guess it was a mistake cuz u never liked me too I messed up my life idk wut to do My life is shit Man I get hit Bullies will never fit I'm a rapper I finally did it I just wish ppl cared I was told to kill myself I got dared These songs they fire pls share I'm in the forest I run into a bear My day was good today it's not like that forever Told me to do drugs I'm sayin never I'm not a drug addict ever It's cold in this room I shiver Depressions just a thought I got u a necklace that I just bought I am smart but thas wut I want I hate my life the way it is right now Livin like this sucks cuz I'm always down Where r my friends there never around I ran away I'm nowhere to be found I am aware that my is shit I am bleeding I need first aid kit