This one goes out to all the people in my life and the ones that left it you know who you To my mom,  I know that you don't know me cause you're gone don't worry, I don't blame you I just know that it was wrong To leave me with this overwhelming feeling that I'm lost To show me how it feels to be abandon and forgot there's really no good reason for the lesson to be taught but looking at the past I know I really learned a lot It was a little tragic, how much damage that it caused. Cause now I don't feel happy I just feel like I've been tossed   Dad, You're the greatest role model I had I know it took some time but think I finally found a path I know it's not the greatest but I really love to rap and talk about depression and these feelings that I have So I can get to others who feel lost and just feel trapped Who need a little guidance or just simply need a map To find a way to overcome the challenges they have So they don't have to feel alone and find a way to laugh Loves appealing one that has a funny feeling so misleading now I'm bleeding my heart is screaming must be dreaming I was teeming with so much love I had to give her but now she dont remember in a panic I was damaged step in traffic so dramatic it was tragic so traumatic problematic automatic and how the hell could I forgive her Now I must surrender Change No one likes the feeling because its strange So hard to leave the past behind So hard to rearrange All this indecisiveness and only you to blame Can't you find a way to live this life without the shame Its ok Because I know this can be overcame Its a battle that will rattle any mind I must say here and there it will get better and with each passing day you will have the STRENGTH to CARRY ON its not a mistake