#GPKallthebrightplaces all the bright places are fulla spaceships and i hate this take this how you want cause i dont give a fuck i live on the edge of a bridge and im ready to jump but if the fall dont kill me im looking to love i know thatll do it cause the two of us have been through so much if i lose it you lose it the truth is im just loosing touch with reality so actually now i see how i need to quit all this stalling and go all in take the leap and start falling i aint calling no loved ones or people that hurt me to confront um fuck unfinished business i aint got not but i do got some demons inside screaming they want blood but so what i dont know much but what i do know is im going through a blue hole feeling a pain few know but even fewer show so before i lose control and take it further then i ever have i hope you know what ever past you think i have didn't make me the way i am in a sence im not even sad im glad you dont understand i mean why would you so you get another chance to tell me what i should do or could do if i would move on if i did that i would already be gone but whats wierd is i swear you dont even no so you think im here you hear my voice and make the choice to care but please dont waste a tear to me that only means i took the pain in me and gave you a piece to eat I'd hate to see you know what it takes to be afraid of sleep cause even awake all you do is dream it seems so strange its like im talking another language even as i say it i know i dont have a way to explain this nothing changed its i just cant take it anymore i dont even know why in the beginning i even did it for why go to war with anyone else when im already at war with my self what goods finding heaven on earth when inside im still burning in hell oh well there no cure for wellness i can tell it's never gonna end till it does but I'll be damed if whats killing me becomes whats killing us but dont think that doesn't mean i dont feel your love cause i do because of you i seen who i really am and i cant take that i hate that you love me you find beauty in whats ugly so much we lost touch im running from something thats nothing but me fuck please just let it go and move on im to gone im not trying to do wrong or even do right i aint trying to live i aint trying to die im not trying to laugh im not trying to cry im not even asking why im just saying good by to everyone I've ever loved in my life cause i dont want you to feel like you coulda made a difference with this it isn't about you even though i know i could of never exist without you...