Suicide request. Whats the meaning to life makes you wonder are you excited for life after death. This is a suicide request. Lonely nights getting all depressed. 6 am alarm rings off no ambition to get dressed. When Your Mirror stares back in your face to ask you what the fuck happened. You got no explenation. Other than you saddened. Anxiety on the way to work leg cant stop tapping. Guy at the traffic lights has no idea whats going on in your life. Then again i think has this dude got a wife does he cut him self at night. Is he more in touch with his feminine side or the kitchen knife? 4 pm and its dark outside. Getting yiurself prepared for another lonely night. Some room as my mother. Key clicks right yesh tbsts her she just arrived. 2 pm and your laying on your side. Flip your body over. The heart bests faster. Look at the crlling god plesse give me the awnser. I want out the struggle so bad. Am i mad am i sad im past it. I fell down and gor back up so many times. Look how long ive fucking lasted. Pull yourself together it might be rainmy now but it never rains forever. This is a suicide request. Listen to the signalss of depression snd disteess