I never left you swear to god when noone could understand you when it was jut me and you In that car ride i never led you wrong ..I was there for you. ....... I was there for you........ I never led you wrong you listened to me ..told you everything I been through my daughter kassie always been by myside I never left her side I'm there for her only other on mind maken it aight for a ride doing what you gotta do cause lifes steadily whirling got you caught inside of a whirlpool whirling Main Source- I'm becoming the man I shoulda been along time ago I shoulda reached out and gave what you deserved along time ago I never got to say this to but I still love you , do you still love me like i do you probaby a solid no but I can no longer live in that past tense that was my own prison it prisoned me for to long the last 7 years that went by have been a battlefield I was my own worst enemy and thinking about you was my main source of pain but that never disabled me from being the best father I can be, without you babygirl I don't where I,d be I'm scared to think about it, i just pick up and shut up and never look back unless you wanna stay stuck because I learned that's just the best thing to doGod please don't make this too complex like a Rubics cube there's hurt in me that won't move there patterns that don't let go that I can't go this on my own, the most important aspect and drive of my entire exsistance is that little girl and that I don't let her down my responsibility as a father has molded me in a way I can't describe my love. Shes all I have I can't do anything with looking down To my right side , is it silly I try to picture her rite there and pretend it's real cause I gotta admit when I sayd God will take you through hell to get you to heaven I didn't see this ever coming it was locked on route with patience when it impacted me and rn that's a accurate af observation why are you allowing this father God , I just needed to wake up I needed to listen for a min just give me my other half back cause your feeding a fire that doesn't burn but it freezes.. is this what you want for my heart to be cold