it felt. like. death was. here to suppress the. vidals and never in my life. have I been suicidal.making an exception. just. tonight thoe .to much heart. for one. loyal fellow.looking at my. self beside. myself?how selfish can you b .bitch how can you switch. after all that. we. lived together I d ont care weather I. live or die? the best years of my life where a lie?Cant even cry? d ont know how?I wondered why you know that was. the. death of me put still you proceed.. money drugs. and weed I Cant feel my self even breathe.it was to late that was the death of me.im gonna miss you say good by to kid .image in my head stay still for ever in eternaty.of. her and me..it felt like death to me....tuck every last bit of strength look at my lives span it barely had any length? just leave. d ont try and pretend. out love came and. went. ..fuck love d ont try and pretend..