I'm still alive Livin a life but have have yet to arrive Kill myself n die then I just revive Live a hard life yet I still survive Yea I'm still alive I know I got so much to live for Watchin life go as it gets hard Dog won't shut up it's gonna bark Sit here n pray waitin for the Lord I'm still alive Livin a life but have yet to arrive Kill myself n die then just I revive Live a hard life yet I still survive Wanna go back to the life where no one ever knew me I am depressed I can see it clearly Luv everyone but I feel alone Really don't feel like dyin alone Really don't feel like dyin at all I'm still alive Livin a life but have yet to arrive Kill myself n die then I just revive Live a hard life yet I still survive Yea I'm still alive I'm still alive But don't wanna be alive Wanna end all the pain It would leave a stain I will take all the blame Cuz I'm crazy n insane Y do I feel so lame I'm burnin in a flame A flame down in hell I'm fallin down a well I didn't know when I fell It's endless I can tell I'm still alive Livin a life but have yet to arrive Kill myself n die then I just revive Live a hard life yet I still survive I say that I'm ok But I'm really not ok Buy my mom a bouquet A bouquet full of flowas I'm tryna to speak louda They say that I'm a coward No one thinks I'm right But really I am right I try to speak the truth It's over yo I'm thru I'm still alive Livin a life but have yet to arrive Kill myself n die then I just revive Live a hard life yet I still survive I'm still alive I'm still alive