I can sit here for eternity. just to wait for you to wake up and just talk to me. your 1 third of my heart. it sucks to know that you you are now forever six feet apart. I dont blame god. I'm just mad at the situation. wish someone can sit me down and give me an explanation. make it make sense why you not me. its just fucking depressing. I keep my distance close looking at your face waiting for you to get up and tell you your thuristy. without you I feel like nothing. your blood runs thru mine I cant feel your warmth it starting to bug me. I feel like being away for work was huge waist of time, time waisted now that I know we ain't got no more time. this pain I feel isnt just mine. stuck in Ohio when I got the news. I lived the blues hoping this was a dream but it wasnt now here I am forever missing you. screaming at the world fuck you. you will always be in my heart in my dreams, the visions I see my memories bleed in tears. hoping for extra years but I know theres none so no more living in fear wish I could have made more phone calls told you I love you I miss you more then ever now I'm putting holes in the wall. some call 911 I'm braking down major frown just when I thought my life was going up death knows how to keep me down took you away from me I'm back down to the ground wondering how am I supposed to live my life without you I dont know how. this pain sucks ass looking at the dirt piled on the grass I know this is the end no more hugs no more smiles the count down start but it might take a while. this is my promise to you. I will my lifw day by day not for me but for you. forever missin you I love you. this pain will fade I'll be ok I'll keep the faith