r3dh@z3

3 years ago

i can’t do this it’s sad to say i love every one of y’all maybe one day i’ll make up for all the bullshit i put us thru who woulda knew i fucked up so bad throw my name in the trash wipe me out with a gat i can’t do anymore than singing this rap or just act like i’m black i’m not even being racist by that just because i smoke weed y’all think it’s crack i’m sorry that i smoke gas i feel so attacked another thing is the friends lose every one of them and suffer til the end where you die in misery tears on the floor, you’re blistering suffering, the drink that your pouring has so much in it to end your whole life story all on the internet all the blackmail texts all the times my friends had my back so sad to see that they’re gone now i’m on the run for a gun hoping the ending has just begun i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this, i can’t do this i can’t do this, too much shit on my plate i can’t deal wit there’s gotta be a way outta this please help me, my throats getting slit or just don’t do anything about it about it the world put everything heavy on your shoulders so heavy that it feels like a boulder crushing every bone in your body leave me alone i’m sorry it’s not ok i’m karli my whole life is a wreck i’m in distress facing every knife to the back i’m failing school back then when i actually felt like i was cool a pandemic hit then i lost all of it ended up failing my heart is racing knowing i don’t have no friends to embrace me it’s so sad all the memories keep coming back i keep having nightmares and panic attacks from all the flashbacks of what i saw my homie and a gun asked him where he got it from huge explanation then next thing you know he was gone all i do is cry i hate my life