Reaching Out To Alana I needed someone To talk to So I grabbed A beat Alana if you Can hear me Daddy hasn’t Known peace Since you Left me I’m stressing out About your Baby brother Head hasn’t been clear Heart been upset Go to go court For child support yeah This year has Had the best Of me Stressing out Lashing out Was a pedigree I’ve been losing Myself not for The best but For a lesser me Which made me Venture off The family On the search To find the fucking Better man in me I haven’t know peace A good night’s sleep Denying all the freaks Please you bitch I can barely please me Showing my teeth Everytime I speak Giving off the false Security that you don’t Have to worry about me But right behind my eyes I’m screaming out Help me love me Don’t nobody see This pain I leak I don’t won’t freaks I want peace Weed alcohol it Don’t helps me It numbs me That’s the only way I could sleep These days Alana it’s been a year I should have Beat these days But I’m no hero But I try to be It took me 3years 2months and 4 days to get over you No this with your Baby brother Oooh what’s daddy To do Nobody would listen Ik I could call upon you And the lord of course Down on my hands and knees Praying for a different course Oh lord my baby boy I can’t leave him out In this world of course If that’s ever A plan I’m sorry it’ll Have to get abort Ceased shut down Veto vaporized It feel me up With pride When I look In his eyes And hear his Voice every time I just wanna Break down and cry For his life I’ll lay down and die