is it enough

a soul turned into ice. a heart made out of stone. every day I I wish and pray I did not stand alone. yet i will not moan , bitch or even cuss only thing I wanna do is pick my self back up and bust am strong enough ,or , am I out of luck ether way , I dont care, cause I'm never giving up even in the moments when I'm some how turned to rust I know it's up to me to make a change, by some how causing massive tidle waves or stay trapped in my cage , where I will all ways be a slave just a wild beast inside a cage terrified and tamed , with no way for escape