yeah we're no longer on the verge of a New year 2020 i tip my hat and i poured my own beer were do i even start at i don't even know I've seen the greatest highs and some dreadful lows this world is beautiful and colorful like a pheasant and Time is inevitable even if we're not present so take your time don't rush cause itll be gone in a blink sometimes you just gotta go with the flow don't overthink pondering on wasted time isn't given back thats guaranteed i opened my heart and my mind helped people in need i ain't saying that im all good and not bad I'm just saying happiness is better than being sad it hits closely to home depression banging on the wall if ive learned anything this year it's to carrish it all the littlest things can make a difference yes is rough and cold out there like the wilderness allow yourself not to be fooled its just an illusion and don't be intimidated by nothing you are the solution no matter what people say just continued to press on and know that the people we lost this year aint all gone now on a more serious note, who knows what's in store for tomorrow just take a second snif the rose cuz you could be dead when your family wake up tomorrow so it's better to be filled with happiness then live in sorrow so up and get what you want and live it to the fullest and if you see someone struggling don't hesitate to assist cuz maybe one day that'll be you in that situation we're humans living on more than just simple vibration and I know I ain't the only one hearing the higher calling I put all my trust and faith in him even if I'm falling this world we live in is getting rougher with by the day and we continue to pay even if it's a delay I understand we all wish it could be different sometimes I feel like I want to up and leave and live in a tent get away from all the problems and the civilization that ain't what I'm talkin about I don't need no vacation I just sit back and light up a cigarillo listen to a little George strait about that town Amarillo this year done gone and flew by so rapidly not everything that happened this year has been a tragedy i lost a genuine lady this year my grandma 💔 but you don't loose you just gain an extension on the family there's a new life come into existence everyday and I know I'm strayed so far I lost my way to pray I'm not allowing any circumstances to turn me religion I believe in Jesus not God that's just a given that's on a different subject for another day light up a bluntskin inhale exhale watch the problems as they float away