#WeAreRoyals #JDiamondz #Daniloveu #LordForgiveMeh81 #bmvideo Lord forgive me, I'm losing it, Lord forgive me, I just wanna see him, Lord forgive mehhhhhhhhhh Lord forgive mehhhhh .................................................... Dan I get rages, going through different stages, different levels, I know u would've told me open the bible, turn them pages, but I feel caged in, depressive cycles, my mind feels jailed in, no comesary in the world can give me ya number to dial, happy birthday wishes to me, was our last Convo. was final, I'm praying I see Christs arrival, wish u n pops was here I'm still in denial, no one understands my fits, my tamtrums, no fun, they will never get it, looking in the mirror, I see a reflection of u, the tension in me, is driving me crazy, driving with a license suspension, wreckless, getting the wrong attention, I just miss u, every time ya names menchant, I go into another demention, sort of like hypertension, a blank mission, no destination, only path to hell, but God forgives me n gives me an extension, I feel the connection, I scream out loud n cry, blame God, n ya death I question, ...............….................. Lord forgive me, I'm losing it, Lord forgive me, I just wanna see him, Lord forgive mehhhhhhhhhh Lord forgive mehhhhhh ............................................... I have to know, it's my obsession, but I guess I have the wrong perception, n understanding of what Gods plan is, don't let those demons in, I rebuke u, this host not an option for possession, I'm speeding in my head, turning off that engine, God I'm so in rage, I kick closed doors down n the henges, my bro is a LENGEND, an earth angel, PERFECTION, his prayers for us was a form of all types of protection, so I'm angry within, thinking, why didn't u protect him, but he would've told me nahhh say less, don't block ya blessings..... I LOVE U DAN, YA JAN...... 🙏💎🙌😭😘😩 ................….................. Lord forgive me, I'm losing it, Lord forgive me, I just wanna see him, Lord forgive mehhhhhhhhhh Lord forgive mehhhhhh Merry Christmas.... aka no Christmas 😭🙌💎