Yeah because I straight up be losing my mind everyday if I don't talk to you and shit will be just be stuck in my brain and I really don't know how to tell you this but I really got feelings for you I told you from the start that I thought you were beautiful and you be telling yourself that you're not pretty but you're really fucking gorgeous and I know it from the day when I first met you I just saw something sparkle in your eyes and it fucking led me straight to you because if it was not for you I would not be happy right now i literally be in the corner all alone with no one talk to you literally made me better a man and you gave me hope to stay a live a little longer but now that left me i am not sure that I want to carry on because I am nothing but a fucking mistake my parents don't care about me thet gave me and I dead ass want a family that will be there and care for me and tell me that they love me and tell me everything is going to be ok you just got to pray to god