i was so fed up with the system. Had to move so much, I started crawling. its a chaotic mess when you got to struggle to get wats yours. I lied about being alright. im screaming on the inside , losing my mind cuz I can't see the finish line. They say it gets better but i aint peeped it yet cuz im still torn. say im still torn. So i keep wearing my mask. To hide the tears in my eyes. Keep calling on God but I don't hear his glory. get to walking circles. riding this merry go round until im nauseous. They say it gets better but I ain't peeped it yet cuz im still torn.