on the way to meet her to tell her how i felt It hit me so hard seeing her in others arm suppressed my feelings throw away that rose I ran like a crazy with tears in mah eyes it was the worst day for me I don't know where i reached after i ran so much broken trying hard to collect that pieces I know it was my fault for not trying to let you know mah feelings I got so addicted to the daily life of you being by side smiling for me i was afraid that i would lose that but now i got kicked by the dreaded reality it make me realize you have to take a step and make a move I'm still running with my thoughts being amok never felt that much pain till this day I ran out of breath tired from running I stood in the middle of nowhere let all my pain out shouted like crazy and cried it out.Never knowing something could hurt me that much day after day our memories together become pain for me i locked myself in the room not picking anyone's call seeing the pictures of you with him make me angry to the point I started breaking my stuff hard to let go of my feelings noone was there to console me feelings came like swirling I'm not loving anyone from this point on never will i be this crazy consoled myself I went to the college ignored her being anti-social that is what I am now.