here i go again just another night fightin with myself again im caught up in a world if sin i dress like an outlaw rebel i run with the devil my ways are evil and when. im alone i get in this zone i feel straight cold straight to the bone im like the ozone year by year yet i still cant seem to drop any tears i feel like im always liveing in fear of goin back to tdc i just wanna live feee but it seems like all these niggas around me especially the ones that are closest knowin my past and my current situation yet they still br pushin me to the edge ive been. stabbed and cut and i froze up the first time ever i never tokk it back and shared it with em watching em bleed out call 911 i say for what he already bled out but naw i just blocked it and pushed him away thinkin hoe i just got home and if they lock me up it will start at 25 aww thats alot of a time and i aint willin to sacrifice its killin me livein everday without know how my son even feels let alone how ya been daddy got caught in this web of sin between workin and livin doin the best that i can i just want life to be better than it ever was but it feels like life is just draggin on 4 years have passed aint nothin changed im still living with out you not even knowin what you had for breakfast dinner yet before you and mommy left i was there 24/7 now im Wondering if ill ever eventually make to heaven i want ya to know that i love u more and more everday and at night i pray for the day when its all in the past and i can hold ya again but until then .... i love ya lil nigga daddy misses you.