#ifiletyouin just something i through on and was feeling wrote this in like 10sec i dont feel finished with it more to come if i sat down and had a conversation with ya let you in my brain let see my pain would you call me insane or would you understand would you even listen would you give a damn could you hold out a helping hand to a man on his last end fighting through this stuggle could you look in my eyes and feel what im saying looking to the sky does he hear me praying so much lost and so much pain im amazed i dont have a permanent frond feels like ive be fighting life pound for pound round for round cant be knocked down no other way around so im going straight through it reflecting on my life man im going through so many ups and downs so many people use to be here not around looking to the sky like do hear me now thought you loved your child why you took my kid i aint never been the same since why i had to do that bid behide that wall and miss out for all them years why i had to shed them tears and poor liquor for my dead peers throw out the years im still trying to figure out what this life lesson is trying to figure out what the right question is trying to live this life better but no one gives a damn if i try to change they still see me as the same man i use to be not for who i am