this is the new me and I don't give a fuck what enybody thinks about me so fuck all those fake ass friends and family stick to the ones that are gonna be there for you in the end because god is watching what you do everyday so no matter how menu times you fuck up he will all ways forgive you sobi thank you lord for keeping me alive every day and thank you for giving me life because if not was not for you I would not be here talking to and thank you for the girl that you blessed me with and brother baby boy and Nevaeh and media and Gianna and Maggie Cortez and Sam sendejo that right there is my family you will all ways be my god I will rise up eventually but for now I just got to hold and I know that I have been through a lot in my life I was abused half of my life going through all those homes and being cuffed to the ground and getting my hand tied up and beat on the floor and getting beat every day but then I stept up and now look where I am at doing better then before that my life story