(ya) Struggles in my life feels like the world ending nostalgia thoughts about the past shot a man (ya) I know i'm not lasting (ya ya) Anxiety down bring it up I know I'm stuck lost in a abyss can't snick out met the mess up my knee (ya) with the fleas crawl around tryna find the door (ya) I know I'm in the floor ya unbeatable (oh ya) untreatable pain mental illness in the back of my brain poppin all these pills (ya) you know that im drained (ya)fast I been living fast tryna find the glass tryna find the class walking in the pain sliding down the rain drowning in my tears fears all around me but ima still try even tho I know I'm going to fail never going to make up to the high reach scale (uh) drowning in my pain that I've rainnnnnn cant explain the pain that I live on lossing sight of your salon came and cut me out of the sight make bright I'm dieing on the fighttttt (ya) ( ya) push around (ya) plant of a kush (ya) I'm dieing of you (ya) I'm dieing of you homicide in my mind (ya) everything was okay Intell you left me behind in door hall looking at each door tryna find the right door not wrong door taking methocarbamol take away my pain fake away my pain driving in a car lane lossing all my diaminds come on in my die seen the antidisestablishmentarinism in my heart is pain (ya) forlorn feel abounded feels like she dosn't care about me (ya) decent beat it lean up clean (ya) lean up clean (ya) don't let get abhorrent away from a discussion (ya) philosophical poeple geological my structure all they see is a black hole revolving my life (ya) struggles in life feel's like the world is ending nostalgia though of the past shot a man (ya) I know I'm not lasting (YAaaaa) struggles in life fee'ls like the world ending nostalgia thoughts of the past shot a man (ya) 0I know i'm not lasting ing ing ing