“IT WAS A TOUGH YEAR , BUT BE THANKFUL IT WASNT YOUR LAST”....🙏🏽🙏🏽 #2020LESSONS #DOROTHYTHEALBUM #HOODTHREAT #KINGOFCHALLENGES #TH3KING #PANDEMICFLOW #MASKUP #RAPFAMELEGEND #BATTLEMELEGEND Verse 1: Mask up, toilet tissue and the cash up, Prices DROPPIN so we keep the whips gassed up , Ain’t no way to see my babies , we on lockdown , System hurtin us again with no fathers around. Losin family on a stretcher ,no way to protect em, Married couples say goodbye through a video session , People dyin all alone wit no one to caress em Nurse and doctors over workin then they get infected. Hard to vision someone leavin the world in procession, It’s even harder when they said I’ll be back in a second, Thanking God for every breath , on the mornings I check in, My condolences to families who died in the wreckage , Sending prayers up to the heavens I need some direction. If you made it through depression , your life is a blessing... Hook: I been going through a lot of things lately, And I’m just tryna find my way up out the dark, ya feel me , And I’ll be dame if imma let a hard time change me , Tryna find me way up out the dark , I know you gotta feel me , feel me (x5) Verse 2. Wish I could say that it feel good to be black , but I ain’t gonna cap you into thinkin in my skin it’s a blast, the real truth is everyday I wear a hoodie and mask , I feel a racist or a crooked cop gon pull-up and blast , Rashad brooks fell asleep and got a bullet for trippin, Daniel prude mental health made him a logical victim , George Floyd on the ground had to die cause he listened , Breonna Taylor, she was killed for doing something she didn’t .. I look my son up in his eyes and let him know he important , And when I talk to him , my hands where he can see em , supporting him , Tell my daughters when you sleepin in ya mind there’s a portrait, Of ya daddy lookin over you protect and consoling you. Hangin people in the trees, killin people for talkin , Dat ain’t gon stop me from this voice I got til I’m in my coffin , dey want me down but I keep my head up when I’m walkin .... Hook: I been going through a lot of things lately, And I’m just tryna find my way up out the dark, ya feel me , And I’ll be dame if imma let a hard time change me , Tryna find me way up out the dark , I know you gotta feel me , feel me (x5) Verse 3. Sometimes you gotta keep your distance from the ones that you lovin , Cause even when you give your all , reciprocation is nothing , Don’t waste your time on falling deeper cause you feel like you got em , You never know if you wit them or with the medicine bottle , And I ain’t shooting this at no one cause I know I’m the problem , It took a heavy loss to see it and removal of options , I know a lot of you awaiting me to speak on that topic , But I ain’t goin to , I buried it along wit the profit. This year I learned that losing someone close to you is chaotic , And everything that’s ment to Hurt you isn’t always exotic , Sometimes the very thing you asked comes in the forms of a toxic , Relationships, money , vacations take a break from ya pockets , And to my exes I apologize for keepin you stressing , But movin forward, all respect is given within this message , I wish you blessings , this my 2020 lessons ... Hook: I been going through a lot of things lately, And I’m just tryna find my way up out the dark, ya feel me , And I’ll be dame if imma let a hard time change me , Tryna find me way up out the dark , I know you gotta feel me , feel me (x5)