bitza on the beatz .this comes from the heart. .it took strength man. no matter the worth never the less and no Matter the purpose never a question yea. 13. i know it aint right im still thinking of you daily and it dont help that your raising our baby. my minds goin crazy i just need one day with him i just need concentration to get outta this maze here when you ever gunna save me feels like i been here for ages just waiting on some papers just to get my name erased like a mess up that be grade 10 and i allways stayd blazing at 9 i stayed Blazin half a gram a day like this is amazing i dont ever wanna change this but just faaaace it.... 11 years down the track and you a train wreck... and where the fuck did it take me besides failure and pain is where i laid here crying on the pavement or hanging off a cliff this isnt safe here if only i could take back my avo's and break ins, i just hoped you would play this you know i miss yous like crazy every single day i replay this i wonder how could i betray yous you know she played me like game see son it aint me to blame here she went behind my back with my best mate, i know its crazy but dont hate me, i did some wrong and im ashamed see i nelly necked myself from all the pain from the day please forgive me, i fucking hate it what was said was all fake it was a mistake see but i cant beat a statement how could you say the things you stated its got my mind racing like who could think of things like that its unbelievably un faithfull and descracefull why the fuck i got this shit on my name for!! i never had nothing i was raised poor but allways had manners and was faithfull ! i swear i hear your voice every day without a failure, my heart's aching i cant take it, I want my family back a.s.a.p before i take a gat and let of 8 caps! just to blow my fucking brains out! i know we'd never ever ever make Up thats why i drink straight bottles straight up and smoke a little meth it makes me forget the pain tho leaking out my arm thats a razor blade stain forever and always till the end that's what they all say its just foreplay ive heard a thew bitches but this one wasnt a bitch she was my fucking favourite person that i could complain to keep me warm when i had no blanket untill she started changing and rearranging my thoughts but ill never trust again that bitch was crazy and never waited to start another argument i thought we were past this stage evan know i was half the blame