Fear is beating in my chest with nothing left, Just raw despair, am I cracked or just obsessed. With my blank stair, waiting for it all to be clear.     Looking at the sky, praying to god are you there. Asking what is next, what you want to throw at me. What won’t you lemme see, this pain take it away, (I’m so dead inside, I’m a lost soul)x2 I’m a lost soul. Verse 1 Why do I feel absent inside,  Numb emotions,  tired of the fight.  It feels like my life went down the drain, my spirit has gone astray,  my essence is locked away air tight,  with all its might. praying to god can you help me,  I can't see the light.  All I see is fright,  I’ve been defeated,  I’ve been demoted, no kindle to ignite. Lord knows I'm not perfect. Bridge Please forgive me, I’m just human. Please forgive me, I’m imploring you. Please forgive me, I’m just human. Please forgive me, I’m begging you. Chorus Fear is beating in my chest with nothing left, Just raw despair, am I cracked or just obsessed. With my blank stair, waiting for it all to be clear. Looking at the sky, praying to god are you there. Asking what is next, what you want to throw at me. What won’t you lemme see, this pain take it away, (I’m so dead inside, I’m a lost soul)x2 I’m a lost soul. Verse 2 Looking in the mirror,  at the man I’ve become today. All I can see the terror in my eyes. Hidden behind a great disguise. Seeing just the villain I have to slay. Pleading to make it through another day. Without losing my mind again, I sense it slipping away, losing control.   I have nowhere to go. Feeling like a tug rope. Bridge Please forgive me, I’m just human. Please forgive me, I’m imploring you. Please forgive me, I’m just human. Please forgive me, I’m begging you. Chorus Fear is beating in my chest with nothing left, Just raw despair, am I cracked or just obsessed. With my blank stair, waiting for it all to be clear. Looking at the sky, praying to god are you there. Asking what is next, what you want to throw at me. What won’t you lemme see, this pain take it away, I’m so dead inside, (I’m a lost soul)x2 I’m so dead imside