tired of everything spreading positive to atmosphere waking up every morning with no breakthrough shit this is Hopeless but I'm fucken focused making better world for every fcken human I am to focus on the after life got Danm I wanna see my God release the fire from heaven yeah lord I'm a follower of course i am my mind was over flown with fukn hate I brought towards my self fuck the negativity I faced anger/depression but I won my mind is limitless I am worth more I walk around seeking love but I never seem to find it burn it down so I whip down this pers full of drugs I need some antidote I cant seem to handle pain anymore but the lord is my Conner time and energy are against but anyway fucking winning got shot but I survived here's any advice that kept me going try it what ever life throws at u turn it into something positive and make the best of it and at least have a gud life and life is less hard if u have goals to meet live it 2 the fullest