days of stress latelty remember way we use to be history repeats itsself is it crazy im living insanity. insanity is it me living everyday free watch the days go by so quickly how old am i now to late to look back and see. touch basis faces i knew hate to interact with the new me cause im so different from the person i use to be aint hard to admit it when those who try to convince u of something diffrent. im not ignorant tho i appreciate ur optimistic words. search everyday for the man i know that can accure where im losing myself i feel my familys hurt i struggle to continue to move forward without letting life fade threw my nervous actions trying hard to find purpose. than i look see the eyes of my children and all the time i took to get back to a better existence im here but hardly even paying close attention will anyone listen to my pain that i have inside existence while u sit wating for dad to get his shit together all the while u think he probably isnt. cause hes done the same insane type of daily living wiping away my tears feeling sorry for myself when my family is all that i should feel sorry for for all of the empty days i put u thru and im glad u still here for me no matter how hard the times i had all those i love explore