My broken thoughts seem to take me away to places that I cant escape I feel broken Beaten by these words that have been spoken  I need to find another way to breathe  Cause I've been choke in  But Its hopeless I wish I had a way that I could cope with All these fucking thoughts that want me dead From all the hurtin  I've been hopin To give my life new meaning and a purpose  So I can say the hurt, the guilt, the pain well it was worth it I deserve this All this fucking bullshit that has surfaced always find a way to hit the ground like I rehearse it My broken thoughts seem to take me away to places that I cant escape There's no sunshine, I just keep seeing grey I wish that I wasn't afraid I feel frozen standing in this crowd here in the open I want so bad to find a friend but reaching out is hopeless I dont know one who would have my back with such devotion now I have these broken thoughts that want to see explosions its in motion All these fucking thoughts are interwoven When will I see my mind is free Im sick of this commotion need a potion that will stop my mind from an implosion or they will be an end to me and it will be unspoken My broken thoughts seem to take me away to places that I cant escape There's no sunshine, I just keep seeing grey I wish that I wasn't afraid when its the end I will keep to my faith But I dont think that heaven awaits