do i even wanna live niggas been hating on a kid, thots waiting for the kid im sinful, you people dont know what ive did please dont suffer for the kid im really trynna get it money on my mind, im really trynna get it give my momma credit she know im trynna get it family turned against me, you can give me credit lifes all messed up mind so stressed up smoking weed just to bless up friends telling me "stop smoking weed bruh " should i laugh or think bruh how should i be smoke till i cant breath lord please forgive me i dont really go to church anymore, he should hate me mind going hella crazy its brazy im not a blood but i got a crips that hate me they mad cause they girl wanna sex me only one girl on my mind, yeah she my baby 5 months with her, she really gets me let her know i said it please dont forget it only thing on my mind everysecond without her im reckless this beat got me stressing trynna think of rhymes just for you to listen look im just trynna be the best i can be without the sympathy im trynna achieve just let me be me but its hard to be me niggas wanna be me lyrics got you saying, whats he doing to this beat is he really this deep can he do rNb is he really that sweet is he better in person but im just another kid who thinks hes a g another pot with a pea living life is part of the plead